Done with this so called fucking life …

What has it taught me????

Life is shite. Peppered with an occasional ….

Yeah … that ….

Been too fucking long

I need to feel

Or I’m dead ……



Down at the bottom

As deep as it gets

Barely breathing.


Can my voice be heard????

I think so, in my brain.


When was the last time I was happy?

Unfortunately, apart from the small things in life,

My cats, my tortoise, birds, trees and flowers and weeds,

I don’t have much more.

I force a smile and say I’m okay,

Only way to live ….