Worn Out …

Here I stand in worn out shoes Shuffling about, but still no clue.

Sleeves too long but I look so good, Who am I kidding, I never could.

Life has gone and passed me by, Hope some day soon I die xx

LOST

I miss you Mister 🖤🖤

Love You All

Checked out pills

They won’t do

Guarantee is what I need

One decision made

ROPE. I shall hang.

My depression is bad.

I want to die

Let me die

Someone good can live.

My head and heart are in torture

Nothing helps …. anymore

I need to STOP….

Rollercoaster …

Emotions all over the place

Watched a colleague get married,

Said goodbye in flesh to another

Life is bloody hard. People x

I DO

Care

Worry

Miss

Wish

But all in vain ..

Air

Major panic attack taking place

Have been struggling to breathe for an hour and fifteen minutes.

Hate these. Thought they had gone …

Maybe I should be.

Lost

Hurt and confused

Nothing to lose

You know who you are

Words cut deep

And I can’t sleep

WISH YOU WERE HERE 💖

Failure

I have always failed

Not good enough

Lol I know it

And fuck it, I own it.