I try to be strong
I try to explain me
I try to prove them wrong
Just never meant to be ….
I try to be strong
I try to explain me
I try to prove them wrong
Just never meant to be ….
Talk to me
Let me be yours
Open up, I want in.
Cause I’m your poison 🖤
Words are bubbling
Unable to explain
Choking in their wish to come out
Mouth open, no words come out
All has been said x
This is what I need
Done with this shit called life
I’m collapsing on myself
Can’t eat, can’t sleep
Want to be gone
Numbness will solve all
Nothing could be so bad,
Trying to live. Should I drop my guard?
Loving you, it’s not that hard,
For me ….. Never x
Silence, so so loud
Screaming out so many sounds.
Should I reach out, but filled with too much doubt.
I’m here I shout
But no one is about x
Been so long in this life,
Brought little but strife
Heartache and pain
With so little gained.
Struggling with life. Its weighing me down.
Can’t catch my breath. Chest so heavy.
I’m weighted down, ready to leave.
Climb it high.
Take your pills
Litre of vodka
Paracetamol as a back up
My suicide us sorted x