Done with this so called fucking life …
What has it taught me????
Life is shite. Peppered with an occasional ….
Yeah … that ….
Been too fucking long
I need to feel
Or I’m dead ……
Down at the bottom
As deep as it gets
Barely breathing.
Isolation.
Can my voice be heard????
I think so, in my brain.
Locked out
Shut down
Ignored …
Missing you x
How hard it is
Been there, got the badge
Never let them see
You = Me
And we are different x
Cause two out of three ain’t bad x
The only thing I’ve known
Is to hurt.
From childhood to adulthood
Hurt is there.
I an cursed….
It needs to end
Make me not feel anymore
Please?
When was the last time I was happy?
Unfortunately, apart from the small things in life,
My cats, my tortoise, birds, trees and flowers and weeds,
I don’t have much more.
I force a smile and say I’m okay,
Only way to live ….
