LONELY

Holiday weekend, off Friday and Monday.

Hubby decides to work Friday Saturday is sunny.

Delivery of fresh plants in the mail, Guess housework was my day . 😥

Alone

I’m starting to get this now. No one cares, not anybody.

Here for the now, f**k tomorrow.

Alone

Been feeling so quiet

Silence must be good

It’s all I seem to have

Lost and lonely

ME

Who am I?

What do I know?

Nothing, apart from pain.

Walked this life for many years

Found it always full of tears.

Might have had a glimpse of what could be

But hey, never meant for me.

Needed

I have so much love to give

But no-one wants.

Come talk to me,

I can always be here ….

Death

I hear you calling

Getting closer

Need to lie with you

That’s what I’ll do.

Sea

I love you

Gonna be with you

Hold me close

Until we sleep xx

This Time

I always struggle

Hate this time

Conflicting mind

Everyone has gone.

The ONE

When life is kicking your arse,

Head mucked up all over the place,

Head spinning, sick to the stomach,

Nightmares and lack of sleep,

Where is the ONE???

He should be here 😔

Holding me tight , telling me everything will be all right x

Worn Out …

Here I stand in worn out shoes Shuffling about, but still no clue.

Sleeves too long but I look so good, Who am I kidding, I never could.

Life has gone and passed me by, Hope some day soon I die xx